Issues of Great Depth

Jonah liked to sleep six feet below the surface. This was a personal preference, his stated choice. It was cooler there during the summertime, he felt refreshed by the moisture and shade. Besides, there was little to recommend the world of bees and corrosive rain-fall. Still, from time to time he’d rouse himself; make a point to see the world. It wasn’t something Jonah particularly enjoyed, but the experience kept him grounded.

Abundant space unsettled him the most. He could find no security in the wasteland and so Jonah walked. He walked, expecting boundaries, or an ending, but could find nothing. He walked, pushing grass into the earth, feet dragging. He walked away the skin of his feet, scraping the flesh above his toenails into pulp. He walked, even as the heat burned his skin, even after birds had pecked his clothing into tatters.

It was not like this, six feet below the surface. There he was rooted, found peace. Below the surface Jonah smiled, comforted as warm peat shifted, massaging open sores and growth flourished. Cool mud curled around the base of his neck and sucked him downwards. Strong roots, feeding tendrils of life itself sat snug over either shoulder, making his generational departures nearly impossible.

There was nothing to find outside of his hole. There were only harsh words, fear, masses appalled by his green-gray flesh and mongrel dogs nipping at the folds in his skin. Years asleep had drawn Jonah gaunt, had pulled his skin tight to the bone, but in his travels Jonah had collected welts. Now, as he walked, he did so as a rock, with creases and cracks and bits of moss dangling from each fissure.

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Moments Leading To Zero

Ocean thinking tonight. Driftwood along the beach.
Clustered strips of nothing from a thousand sunken wrecks,
Collected and ignored, deftly dotting the mindscape
While boys and their fathers skip rocks along dirtied blue.

Wasting time in this flawed place has its perks.
Flashy upsides, sweaty gasps of pleasure while the Earth turns wildly ’round its cooling Sun.
Time moves downwards on nights like this,
Moments leading towards zero, the end. Inevitable.

Dusk is the mind’s bloodied eye.
Lost and longing from day one, dwindling and dying from the first.
It’s in the syllabus, mark the calendar,
Tear off what’s left.

Such a moment this life is.
Waste with me, twine ’round me, hold me close and kiss this oblivion.
I’ll remember you tomorrow, and after that,
But after that no promises.

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Greet the Morning

My spirit animal must be a rooster,
Obvious connotations aside.
Nor do I enjoy the sunrise,
I merely greet the dawn with a scream

I wake up already on the fence,
About something I’m sure.
My confidence coming in cycles,
Like seasons, or menstruation

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